Sunday, March 28, 2010
Lifecycle - birth, life, death, rebirth
Seeing my duckie in so much pain dealing with her new job's everyday affair, i wanna dedicate this entry specially to my dearest SuYa. Hope i can enlighten and help her overcome her workplace atmosphere. It's another simple story for my duckie.
"I'm not ready to die yet."
Death looked at the girl. Sighing
"That's what you said last time."
"So i did."
"You're not getting out of it this time."
The girl pulled her cloak closer. Considering..
"Oh won't i?"
"You won't."
The young boy, Death looked at her. Sighing again. Taking her hand in his, he whispered..
"Think of everyone who you ever lost. You'll see them if you come with me."
"How do i know you ain't lying?"
"i promise."
She looked at him in the eyes & nodded.He smiled. Leading her towards the gateway, she could see the fields beyond it. The shadows. The darkness. She shrunk away.
"i won't go."
"Don't worry. It's only dark from this view. Walk though, and the sun will still shine."
She walked. Hesitating at the threshold.
"Go on."
"i can't."
"Why not? You're fading from the realm of the living."
She walked. Hesitating at the threshold. She turned around and looked back for one last time.
"i know..."
And she stepped through. Hand in hand with Death. The gate vanished behind them. Leaving the rain to pour.
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Death. Poor little girl you may say. She just doesn't want to go. But sometimes, death are better than living on. When people in sickness pain and suffering through their days, maybe death option is their only savior. Yarh it's cruel when you thought of it but without death, there is no life.. without darkness, there is no light... without evil, there is no good. Sorry, i'm starting to ramble. What am i talking here >.<
Anyway, what i wanna point out here is dearest, don't get so depressed with death okay? Sayang* i know it's hard to counter the emotions seeing all these everyday. Wish i could be by your side and comfort you. It hurts me seeing you like this & not being able to lend my shoulder at all.
Situation/ cases like this i called it lifecycle. You know what dear? Whenever i encounter situations like this, whereby i see death, be it someone i know or just stranger in the news, i'll always tell myself. Oh well, this life has ended, but somewhere at the same time surely there's new life at birth taking over.
Moreover, everyone will have to die one day. It's just a matter of when & how. And most importantly where we end up after that. Haha. In fact the thoughts of it freaks me out more than death!
So dearest, don't get too upset and let it affect your emotions okay? It's just the way life is.
Muacks~ So dear, let's put all the gloomy death mood aside. Till then, i'll always be here with you, wanna grow old with you. Till our hair white white, till we lost all our teeth & sharing dentures. Hee heee.
Don't wanna live another day without your smile,
Your therapist: SuZu
♪ ps : i heart u 
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