Sunday, November 1, 2009
1st November
I don't usually have dates as my entry titles. But it just occurred to me on the road today, how coincidental that whenever i have such titles, the content is mostly about the same subject.
It's like how the doctor would write down the time of death after every possible method had failed to revive the patient.
I'm glad to clarify things though. I tried thinking of what i should say throughout the day, but even so, i couldn't come up with anything. Different thoughts flashed across my head. I couldn't even concentrate.
"I guess that's what happens in the end, you start thinking about the beginning."
I think it's better for me not to think about what happened in the middle, but just keep the nice, sweet memories and move on. I hope after a while, things can patch up again and i won't feel that weird anymore.
And i'm gonna move on from this waiting phase.. finally... at least.. that's the least i can do, not end up losing my sanity & hung myself.
What's the point of having a tagboard, when you don't even leave away messages, really? Seriously? Don't you think i'll get worried?
"And what i am to you, is not real
And what i am to you, you do not need
And what i am to you, is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And i ask for the sea"
Drifted away,
SuZu
♪ ps : i heart u 
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