Thursday, September 10, 2009
accidentally in love
tsk tsk.. am in love??! Or is it just me? lmao! well, i wish.. well maybe i'm really am in love.. am i? not really, hmm.. maybe. just maybe.
i don't know.
what's the problem? it's weird. sheesh.. ok it sucks most when you fall for someone who you're not supposed to. worst yet, i'm taking full advantage of it when his love ones not around. goshed you've got to stop it suzu! you cannot be doing this.
you can't fall for a puppy!! no no no no no! it's a no happy ending crime!
i'm serious duckie. my best friend & his gf just got themselves a newborn puppy - a Alaskan Malamute named Biscuit recently. haha what a name right. well, still it's so so so damn adorable. just can't seems to stop thinking bout it. fyi, it only sleeps in air-con room. what to do , expensive toy requires expensive maintainence. haha.
talking about falling in love, the weird thing is i always felt that i was never able to forget anyone i’ve been with. because each person have… you know, specific personalities which makes every single one of them unique in a very special way. in fact everyone's special, just how you look at it.
mmm.. guess love is all about timing, isn’t it? if you accidentally fall in love with someone whose heart has already been given out… then you are indeed very unlucky. maybe it just isn't your fate to be with him/ her. but one thing for sure i've learnt is love cannot be lent. that is so sad but true..
you can never replace anyone.. what is lost is lost. each relationship, when it ends, really damages me.
yarh.. i can never ever replace anyone. how many times have we gone into random relationships just to recover that familiar feeling? how many times have we been disappointed?
you can never recover what is lost. because that is what makes each of us unique. that is what makes each relationship unique. come to think of it, once you fall in love, you’re in an extremely vulnerable position. to be in love means you’re allowing yourself the possibility of getting hurt besides getting all the fun stuff.
and that is how we go on in life, bearing the little wounds and scars from the past… we continue walking… hurting… bleeding.. until we are too tired to carry on…
memory is a wonderful thing, if you don't have to deal with the past..
but hey, while there's still happiness, we shall treasure every moments every seconds of it okay dearest.
We've had our fun
and we've made mistakes
but who'd have guessed
That along that road
we'd learn to give and take
It's so much more
Than i could have dreamed
U make loving u
So easy for me
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like u do
That is the reason that i
Wanna share forever with u
love always,
suzu
Labels: love, relationship
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