Monday, September 21, 2009
L-o-v-e feels like..
So.. how is it feel like to be in love?All girls dream of a life filled with love, flowers and romantic nights out. Who don't right =)
According to some, many people dream of so much more, marriage, children and eventfully divorce. Not me, i found that loving some one's just not about the flowers, chocolates and constant physical contact, no way. i found it to be so much more. i mean yeah all the other stuffs nice, but only on occasions. You agree with me duckie?
To me, i always felt that Love is a precious thing, that can so easily be taken away from us, with the slightest slip up it can be easily shattered in to thousands of pieces, for example its like an expensive vase that happened to be broken at a drunken party. Its some thing that super glue just cant fix.
To me, love is some thing that needs to be cherished, locked away safely and only let out to play on special occasions. Haha. Because you don't know when its going to stray ;P From my own experience, i've pretty much only been in love once, and am still completely wrapped in the same girl. Well, i did had a past relationship with another girl before but i just can't feel the l-o-v-e. Maybe that's what they called puppy love. It comes when you are in the mood, enjoyed it for awhile and gone when the fun is over.
Well, true love it comes with patient. It's like erm.... an eclipse, only comes around so often, and is a moment that the whole world just can miss. Love is so much more than what its cracked up to be, yes some might say that sex is over rated, but not when you are sharing that special, romantic, intimate moment with a guy that is every thing to you. And that's when marriage comes.
To me, the feeling is like, it's so tingly, i feel that this girl, this beautiful girl is so perfect that no one can ever, ever compare. Before i know her, i never understand how someone can be so crazy in love, and love the same person for ages. What is love all about? Haha. It's the feeling when you look into her eyes and run you fingers through her soft silky long hair, it's an intense feeling, a slight tint of her scent that mezmerized you when you hold her close.
It seems that a girl so perfect and desirable can only exist in one's dreams, maybe for some but not for all. The perfect girl could be anywhere, around the corner, but for me i found mine so very close at home, closer than you would imagine, little less than half a meter away, i found her in front of my pc screen ;P Yarh.. found her virtually. But hey miracle still happens you know.
The first time i got her mail, the first time i read her post, i felt such a vibe, a shaking feeling from head to toe. Or maybe that was just my nerves. It's the shaking, butterfly type feeling, a special feeling that i definitely can't run away from. Haha. And it just felt so damn nice =)
Looking back, it has been a one and a half months ride since we boarded this train and the journey just gets more and more adventurous! No matter what's waiting for us in the near future, nothing can stop this train from reaching its destination wherever it might leads us to.
But until then i keep praying, i know that my love for her is strong enough to withstand this situation, it might not of been this strong before and that was only because my faith in myself was weak. i now know that every thing i feel for her is real, and i can no longer deny that i'm head over heels over you and i realized that love is not just some thing that vanishes after a day; it goes on until the grave and beyond that.
Love is more than a feeling, it's a commitment. Just want you to know, you are always my number one. So whenever you are down or feels that nobody cares, no matter how hard you try, or how much you give up just remember my love for you is always there. You're never alone, you have the love of your family and friends to support you and comfort you when in need. But nothing can ever compare to the love of your partner, it's the love that gets us through life together. That's what my baby duckie makes me feel. Her love shown for me has given me all the confidence i needed to go through this journey.
Oh btw, Selamat Hari Raya baobei loapo! Haha ~
s.h.i.m.l.y,
SuZu~
ps: and here's a glimpse into our wedding celebrations.
♪ ps : i heart u 
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